What do you want? I miss you so much. I tried. I really did. But i can't. I just can't go on without you. I can't forgive myself for what i've done. I know this isn't what you would want. I guess it doesn't matter anymore. You're not here, are you? In my restless dreams, i see that town, silent hill. You promised you'd take me there again someday, but you never did. Well, i'm alone there now in our special place, waiting for you to come, come and see me. But you never do. So i wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know i've done a terrible thing to you. I wish i could change that, but i can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly lying here. Every day i stare up at the cracks and the ceiling, and all i can think about is how unfair it is. The doctor came today, told me i could go home for a short stay. It's not that i'm getting better. It's just that this could be my last chance. Even so, i'm glad to be coming home. I missed you so much. But i'm afraid, james, i'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Every time you come to see me, i can tell how hard it is on you. I don't know if you hate me or pity me. Maybe i just disgust you. I'm so sorry. When i first learned i was gonna die, i couldn't accept it. I was so angry. I struck out at everyone i loved, especially you. That's why i understand if you hate me, but i want you to know i will always love you. Even though our life together had to end like this, i still wouldn't trade it for the world. Well, this letter has gone on too long, so i'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to give this to you after i'm gone, which means that as you're reading this, i'm already dead. But that's okay. I'm not afraid of it anymore. I just hope the pain will end soon so that you remember me for who i was and not what the disease made me. I want you to go on. I want you to live for yourself and for others like you did for me, james. You made me happy.
《寂静岭深度攻略：探寻爱与遗憾交织的神秘世界》

在寂静岭的神秘世界里，充满了无尽的思念与遗憾。这里，每一个角落都隐藏着故事。

首先，了解寂静岭的背景至关重要。它那诡异的氛围，独特的场景，都有着深刻的寓意。探索各个区域时，要留意细节，说不定能发现解开谜题的关键线索。

面对思念与遗憾，主角内心的挣扎令人动容。我们能感受到那份无法割舍的情感。在这个过程中，如何理解主角的行为，如何体会他的心境，是深入游戏的关键。

病痛的折磨让一切变得更加沉重。但即便如此，爱依然闪耀。主角对他人的爱，以及他人给予的爱，都成为了支撑的力量。

回忆是珍贵的财富。那些美好的回忆，在艰难时刻给予慰藉。而希望，更是贯穿始终。它让我们相信，即便结局充满遗憾，也依然能在回忆中找到温暖。

通过深入体验寂静岭，我们能感受到爱与遗憾交织的复杂情感，收获一段独特而深刻的游戏之旅。
寂静岭,思念,遗憾,诀别,原谅,等待,病痛,爱,回忆,希望
[Q]：主角为什么不能原谅自己？
[A]：主角觉得自己做了 terrible thing（可怕的事），所以无法原谅自己。
[Q]：主角为什么害怕对方不想自己回家？
[A]：每次对方来看自己时很艰难，所以主角不确定对方的想法。
[Q]：主角对对方的感情是怎样的？
[A]：主角一直深爱着对方，即便生命结束也不后悔。
[Q]：寂静岭在主角的梦境中有什么意义？
[A]：是主角和对方有回忆的地方，对方曾答应再带主角去。
[Q]：主角为什么觉得等待的日子痛苦？
[A]：因为对方一直没来，自己被痛苦和孤独包围。
[Q]：主角为什么希望痛苦快点结束？
[A]：希望对方记住自己原本的样子，而非被病痛改变。
[Q]：医生告诉主角可以回家意味着什么？
[A]：这可能是主角最后的机会，即便没好转也想回家。
[Q]：主角觉得自己现在的状态如何？
[A]：觉得自己 pathetic（可怜）又 ugly（丑陋），躺在那很无助。